Plus pray from all of my children and grandchildren in their daily difficulties. Family relationships, mental health issues, physical health, and emotional and spiritual help. I worry so much about them and my own health as I'm going to be 70 years old and don't know what the future holds for me or for them. I became a widow a month ago and was told I had a large mass in my right breast a week after the hospital sent my husband home on hospice. I'm trying to act 'fine', stand up straight without a limp, and putting on a face that I'm handling it well for them. I'm scared.