Please ask Our Holy Mother, comforter of all humankind to help me get over the death of my husband here at home. It was terrible and I still hold back vomiting all day everyday and I feel so guilty for the way things ended. I was mean and hateful and cruel towards him so many times that I will never get over the guilt. There are non-believers in Jesus among my family members, making their grieving even more difficult. Please, Holy Mother Marth, Queen of Heaven, ask your Son, our Lord Jesus to help and guide them and let them know of your eternal love and eternal life. Also, I've been hiding in this house for several days and haven't been able to eat at all or hardly sleep a few hours. Please pray for me. All of the burden for everything is on our five children now. I'm sick and was told I had breast cancer several months ago not long after my husband came home on hospice. But I haven't followed up because I know with my mind and body's frailties, I wouldn't survive medical treatment of any kind. Please pray for my healing or fo strength for my children. The youngest son's wife is having a difficult time with our entire family descending on them when those relationships have been so strained so many times.