Please pray for my family. My husband, father of our our five children passed away this morning around 7:30. He had been struggling and on hospice from COPD, dementia, and heart failure for a while. I don't know what to do I feel like a lost little girl and all my babies don't have their dad now. He was 77 and the youngest of our kids is 35. Our 11 year old grandson just found out when he got home from school. I keep feeling like I need to throw up and I'm completely disoriented and I am scared and I feel very guilty that I could have done something differently. Now the entire family is trying to figure out how to complete the funeral process and I'm completely out of loss this staring into space like a zombie because I don't seem to be able to hold it together and everything seems to be on them to make these decisions and I just want to hide in a hole. There are so many arguments and disagreements and feuds in our family right now.