This is going to sound ridiculous. I know hardships... But I'm asking for what I feel is simple... Before I beg the world and everyone for a prayer... I'm a mom of an only child. We have a huge birthday party for him every year. This Saturday is his last final outdoor water slide party... I say final bc I can't handle the stress of this with the weather
. Family... Friends showing up friends not showing up?? I have horrible anxiety. My son is my everything and is audhd... This failing is everything. My mother who I always got along with and did these parties with is joining us for her final yr. She has parkinson's and dementia and has no clue she's going into a home soon. My dad also in his older age taking care of her is struggling and knows this is our last time here ay my house with their only grandchild. We have people from out of the country coming. I do soooo soooo much for the community, others.. It makes me so upset I ask I swear for barely anything except oneeee single thing. Every year. I ask and pray my son has a nice happy safe bday. With the water slide party going from 98 degrees today to Saturday to 51 I could puke. I just need some prayers. That's it. Thank you for reading if you made it this far. Seems insane but this means everything to me.