My name is Ian and I am a good man. I've been horribly abused and I asked for your prayers because a year and a half ago I began dating a girl who was a schizophrenic. soon after she had pulled a knife on me and tried to kill me and when I reported it to the police they told me that due to the fact that the magistrate was a black female and I'm a straight white man and my story was not credible. particularly since my girlfriend is a native American female, she proceeded to go out and she sold herself in the most unholy way for a year before coming back. knowing that I cared about her for reasons beyond the physical, there is a demon within this person and while I have killed many demons, I have never killed a person. I have never hurt a person on purpose by the grace of God. I am a kind and gentle man who wised up to the teachings of the people who care for me. but as of right now had her mom trying to pick her up five times. some of the fifth time her mom had enough and called the police on me for Domestic abuse to get it away. they let me out on Bond. day after I got out she called me while I was on bond to try and help her calm herself and her emotions only ran higher and higher. until finally, she threatened to bang on the walls of the hotel at Smith mountain lake and instructed me that if I do not leave, she would call the police again for the same thing as last time Domestic abuse. now I am guilty of grabbing a wrist to stop her from jumping out of a car. I'm even guilty of restraining her by crossing your arms in front of her but hurting her without having been in mortal fear no and the reason is. thus when she asked me to leave, she called the police. anyway, not knowing where she was or what she was doing, she filed a protective order against me while I was on bond and on Thursday I have to walk into a courtroom after having waited in jail for 11 months in my life for no reason. just simply a wrongful arrested, and I do swear I'm pain of death and before God this is true, and they are going to lock me up for 2 and 1/2 months until my court date because apparently I can't keep my hands to myself and facing that I have made the decision to take my life into my own hands and tomorrow night I am going to step off of the building. the building nothing will stop that, but I asked for you to pray to make a way where there is no way. I've already had my bond and they could conceivably extend it, but she kept ripping up the notes that indemnified me like so as my last act, having been soundly beaten by schizophrenic who likes to sell himself with her iPhone, I asked you to pray for her behavior and that the Lord can find her and bring her back home to the light of God. because I can tell you right now the eyes of that woman are darker than any I've ever seen and it is unfair to her and the people who she is around to continue to hurt them. but and I will be the first in a long line of many who has died as a result of her