Please pray for me to be able to function with some confidence again. I feel frozen, anxious, worthless, evil, and lost. Please pray for my body, my mind, and my spirit. They are all broken. I have an overwhelming feeling of dread, in chronic pain, and hopelessness. Please, pray for me to receive guidance and help to get break free from it. I need to figure a way forward in this stage of my husband's problems. I have a bad knee injury from a month ago and then fell a few weeks ago badly bruising almost breaking my ribs. There's a lot of psychological trauma from this time a year ago when our middle son went crazy and did terrible things to our family. He's been in jail almost a full year now. I'm having strong PTSD from it and now my husband's lung issues and dementia are changing to a state I'm having a LOT of trouble coping with. I have no strength physically, mentally or spiritually. I feel paralyzed in and out.