Please pray for me to have more hope and strength. I used to have at least a few things that I felt competent and and confident about. I've lost ALL of that feeling and just want to curl up and die. I'm basically useless, physically, mentally and spiritually. I have to put on a huge act to seem ok and the next day I can't even move. Please pray I can get some of my motivation, positive outlook and strength and ability to not feel so lost and hopeless. I can't go on like this feeling more despondent and horrific pain every day.