Dear Heavenly Father,
I know it's been some time I've been keeping busy with school and internships been apply for jobs too. First I need to make a commitment to keeping my health stable. There's been a lot lately. I first felt you were with me. Last week I finished my internship with HubSpot and their MedTech client I did some marketing for. I then started looking at job boards as I started 1 summer class on the job board for students I saw Johnson and Johnson placing their website up for internships, CoOps job postings, etc all for students to apply to. I saw a CoOp Marketing Manager position in Irvine about 10-15 mins away. It's in their JJMT division in Neurovascular. I thought wait I'm a thriving stroke survivor May Stroke Awareness Month is just about the end, I have a lot of marketing experience in tech, I recently I finished MedTech internship with a softwares client though they are asking 5 years of experience in MedTech and or neurovascular, I only have 1 month, overall 2 months with this MedTech one with the software training, I meet the criteria for GPA. I express emense interest in MedTech and neurovascular which is why I mentioned being a stroke survivor and hoping they take well to it. With uncertainty with jobs now I'm full of anxiety esp bc I done 2 internships but prior to that had break in work and went back to school which I'm two classes away to finish I will finish in October.i don't know if it was just me I felt things were aligning well and I applied. I would like to have this and think I will do well on it I have the passion to save lives in a non direct way
Also please pray for me my landlady she is nice and older but Im so frustrated bc she doesn't treat me well she says we are friends but since I'm paying her rent and she is charging extra she then says she can have me clean to take rent money off. She was not like that before. But I don't know I cleaned kept to list we agreed on all common areas she said everything is great job then a few weeks ago she changes her tune of the blinds we agreed on don't need cleaning she asked to clean her blinds in her master bathroom I don't use. She hadn't cleaned it in 10 years. It was hard to clean etc. I only did it to help her then last we she asked me to clean her master bathroom I was uncomfortable I don't use it u even offered her downstairs bathroom common area she didn't like I said no she didn't like that gave me attitude and when I said I was upset she goes into mode of yelling at me I said its a personal space I don't use and I don't feel comfortable. I pay my rent on time even early, I don't cause issues. I'm not there often weekends only I'm at boyfriends house. I clean the bathroom I share with the renters. I complete the list what her and I agree on. She's in her 60s but ever since I moved in 22 she blames me for stuff I never did and yells at me. It's stressful living there. I have school and other of my own responsibilities.
I don't know what to do I tell her she needs to stop yelling at me I tell her I'm angry bc she totally disrespects me.
Please help I know I can't stay there anymore but my bf gets anxious when I ask to live at his house and I can help and pay him the rent..