Please pray for my family. There's so much turmoil going on. Irresponsible parents causing so much trauma and anxiety in the children's lives. Never consistent, so much immaturity. Please pray for me to have the strength to be calm and not blow up and say what I really want to and probably should because it's not okay!!! None of it is ok. Smoking cigarettes in a closed room with a ten year old who gets sick with respiratory issues easily. My idiot son Matt thinks cigarettes are harmless and I've even asked so many times to keep them away from our house with my husband having COPD and lung cancer. Matt is in his angry at the world phase of bipolar disorder or substance use or whatever. I am weak and weary, physically and mentally. He's screaming at his son for leaving a door open while he went to a store for some food to feed him and wasn't here when the bus came. I am at the breaking point with almost no sleep because of SO MANY THINGS going crazy in last week or so. Please pray for us and ask Our Blessed Mother Mary to ask Her Son Jesus to help us. Please pray for the children that are suffering, sad, and in despair. I've had to listen silently to my 10 year old grandson in the rooms adjacent to my house crying loudly that he wants to DIE! That he wishes he was never born and hates his life.