Dear Heavenly Father,
I'm at Johns house after seeing him for a few days before he went to.a consulting job. He's been quiet. I know he won't tell me when he's not feeling well from the chemo pill he's on. I know he's exhausted and when I last saw him this past weekend he told me there are times he's in a lot of pain. He says his oncologist at VA say it will hurt when it's working and when it's not. So he's trying to push through. Father, please forgive me for all my sins. I leave tomorrow afternoon back to my place. While I'm here I will water his yards tonight and paint the floor as he started before he left. I will through our some trash in backyard. While doing my studies for classes. Father please place your healing hands on John and rid of his cancer in his body. Help John sleep and rest. Since VA diagnosed him with PTSD since his last deployment in Afghanistan he has such a difficult time to sleep. I know this doesn't help the cancer. When he's with me he rests souch better but as of now we are long distance I'm in CA he's in TX. I did tell him I would move to bed with him. I think not sure he's afraid he would disrupt my life with his little sleep. I reassured him I'm here with him and he even admitted he does rest better with me around in person. I'm doing everything I can to support him love on him and be his best friend and love. Please wash over John and protect him , make him healthy and happy. Keep him away from his family that has taken advantage and upset him. I will continue to trust in you Father give you all my anger I have for his family and pray have faith he keeps healthy and happy. Thank you for your graceful love and support you give to John and I. We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.