Dear Father,
It has been a while that I have sent in a prayer request for my boyfriend John whose been fighting stomach cancer. To give you a quick update I'm still in school and been so busy trying to get through classes. It certainly has been challenging post stroke. Especially with my memory and exams. I am part of the disability program at school which helps but I still certainly have challenges. With that I am just pushing through. This past summer I did a summer internship with a software AI startup which I believe I was overqualified for it was non paid. They wanted me to stay longer but with the fact I have school still and they were asking a lot out of the internship because they knew I have experience in marketing and in software. I'm looking to finish school Hopefully by end of Summer 2025. A lot have happened with Johns brother and the house I'm on occasion staying at. His brother despite being blind has a drinking problem and was blaming me for things that I never did. He was trying to sabotage my relationship with John. His brother Mike who is blind has his own place and his gf who lives in Colorado will come out to see him and want to be at the house and his friends would go over bc John would buy him food and drinks despite John is financially struggling bc fighting the cancer and having to work etc. Beginning of this year his nephew Ian was at the house and cleaned etc while he was staying there then his brother Mike and his gf went over made a mess of the house never cleaned and I just went to pick up my mail. Then Ian his nephew got angry bc he cleaned the house and his nephew when through all emails in family plus text messages stating he was so angry about the house being a mess. This is when John knew it was his brother and his gf all they do is drink all the alcohol and food that John buys leaves the house a mess etc. since then John understands. I told John I will be cordial with your brother but I will not go out of my way for him more than anything Father I was so upset how his blind brother Mike takes advantage of John allows his gf and friends to take advantage and doesn't care that John is fighting cancer while he was trying to sabotage my relationship with John. Fast forward to now. A few weeks ago John broke the news to me there is a small growth and they started him on chemo pills that directs where the growth is (the VA) as John is a veteran. He's come out here more to spend time with me and rests better with me. With my cost of school I can't go out to see him sadly I wished I could. He comes out here bc while he's on treatments he will continue to do consulting work. From his mileage he comes to see me and we are trying to make effort on the house so we can eventually rent our for him. He did tell me after his treatments he will have to have mandatory treatments and Dr states he will be down for at least 3 months which I said I of course will help him and his pug Brian. There are so many questions and the unknown Father. Please forgive me for all my sins. I continue to pray and trust in you Father. John says he's focused on him and I and I pray he's not focused on his brother. He told me since high school his brother did steroids and became blind and now an alcoholic his gf smokes pot and probably drinks too. They just abused and take advantage of John Father. I give to you my anger I have towards them for how John was being treated. Please lay your healing hands on John and rid of the cancer in his body. John is such a wonderful man hardworking intelligent good heart veteran helped his half brothers and brother no ever cares to understand they take advantage of him. I'm very protective of John very proud of John he took care of his father in highschool of cancer until he past when his own mom didn't do anything he financially helped his mom until she passed. I took care of my ill mom whom I miss so much from when I was 9 to 13 when she passed. John and I have a strong connection and we believe you brought us together. Please heal John and watch over him and also I know he's having issues with IRS with how he paid off the house in his young 20s while working 3 jobs and his half brothers felt they own a part of it when they did nothing just how is blind brother. I don't treat my own family like this and this hurts me to see all this to John. John is my best friend my love. Please watch over him rid of his cancer and watch over his surgery he will need to have. We think he will have to come out to CA where I am since I have school etc to do his surgery so I can help. I know I keep going on and on and my apologies. John and I trust in you Father. Thank you for your undying grace for our lives and having John here as it's been some time I know his health and diagnosis. While Ive been pushing through school and my own health issues. In Jesus name. Amen.