Matt, again. Fine this morning. He had a solid plan, going to buy a few school clothes and shoes for his son and I was to drop them off at the movies later. Relatively sensible. Normal. I went to the store and he had some dramatic personality shift and was wild eyed, frantic, racing thoughts, changing his mind on everything like his ideas were chaos bullets shooting from a machine gun. Now he's arguing with his brother John, and I am feeling very anxious. Please pray for this mess in his head. Whether it is his bipolar schizophrenic stuff or drug related. I'm so tired of all of it. His brother has had his new phone number for a while and a few minutes ago, Matt started yelling at me because he thinks I gave his brother the phone number. He's being the whole paranoid delusional stuff again when everything was going so calmly. It has to be drug related. Could be partly from his not having his nicotine fix yet today. I want and need so badly for him to maintain some semblance of normalcy and balance. Not just for him but especially for his son. Please, please, dear Mother Mary, Jesus, and all the saints and angels HELP!