I don't ask for much from anyone. I hate to ask any help at all. I try to do all by myself. But I am old and alone. Please let my son see that when I ask for help it takes every ounce of strength for me to ask. I hate it. But there are things I can't do alone. Please send someone to be my friend who can help me and that I can help in return. So I don't have to ask anyone anymore. I feel abandoned.