Our son Matt has been curled up asleep in his bedroom for nearly 24 hours. Please pray when he wakes up, he will be ok. That he'll be his rational mature self again that he has been before last week. I think he slipped up and did some things that were not smart, not really right, and maybe even some things that he may be embarrassed or humiliated by. Please protect him from ridicule. He will have to come to terms with all of it when he is done sleeping it off. His 8 year old boy is here too. He came at 4 yesterday afternoon. Please pray for all of us. I have so much anxiety for both of them that I'm currently unable to even function. I feel like I've been in a war seeing and hearing horrible things, or traumatized in ways I'm not sure I can get back in one piece from. I can't explain the PTSD level I have right now. On the inside, I feel like a battered, starved and shell shocked orphan, staring blindly into space, catatonic. On the outside, I'm trying to project to the kids and grandkids that everything's ok, and I'm not even the least but convincing as I was before. Please pray I can regain my strength, composure, and facade of peace and calm. Faith? I'm shaken. Please, Lord help us all.