Please pray for my 34 year old baby boy Matt. It's been up and down with him for over a week. He was doing so well, then severely unstable mentally after using methamphetamine on July 5th. He came back home today and was in a good mindset. I thought praise the Lord, he's back from the abyss. Then he switched again this evening just a half hour ago out of nowhere, but not from drugs. His son Matthew Jr. is supposed to have this weekend with Matt but he put a few items of clothing in a grocery bag and said he's going on a 'vacation'. I asked what, where, huh?! He said he just needs to get away but he'll be back. I asked when and he said maybe a week. I'm confused, he's confused and I hate to even contemplate how little Matthew Jr. will be confused as well. Please, unscramble Matt's brain and mind, Lord. Please guide him back into a sound mind that he had when he first came back home from jail. I'm so worried. Please all of the saints and angels watch over him. Please give me the strength to do whatever I'm called to do. I thought I could rest in faith and gratitude for a few hours, but it was snatched away from my mother heart so quickly. Holy Mary help me and ask your Son, Jesus to help my son, Matt. Motherhood is too much. How could you bear what you did, Mother of Mercy? I have five babies, all grown. You are the Blessed Mother of all of the children of Eve. Please give me strength and help my childlike, 34 year old boy, who doesn't understand the ways of the world. He is so pure of heart. Yet, he is so lost. Please whisper in his ear, Holy Mother the best course of action for him to take. His mind jumps like firecrackers in a furnace from one thing to another. Chaotic and terrifying. So much upheaval in his mind, Lord Jesus I am begging you to heal whatever is amiss with his brain and that you might command your angels to surround and protect him. A friend of the family said they think a girl he barely knows has been tempting him with nude and suggestive photos and messages that he met about a month ago and has moved to Tennessee or Pennsylvania. That he might be trying to meet with her for some sort of rendezvous. He is still so broken by the loss of his relationship with his son's mother, Marie, that his natural desire for female companionship has added to his instability. His ex-wife Marie is the only woman he's even dated or had any intimate relationship with. He's a one love for life type of man. Just like my husband of 51 years. She puts photos by the dozen on Facebook every day of her and her most recent boyfriend having fun at the lake and such every day, and it's eating him alive. He has a deep desire to be loved, and I hope someday he will have that love reciprocated. I think part of his confusion is that his entire being believes it is one man and woman forever, but she isn't the same, and there's hormonal and mental health issues thrown in on top of it.