Please pray that I can't overcome my problems with physical health and emotional disturbances like severe anxiety and depression. It's keeping me held down and trapped from being able to take care of things, like cleaning, dishes, laundry and everything else I need to do. Please pray that George goes to the doctor tomorrow and starts taking care of himself again. He's possibly got pneumonia after Covid and he's been sneaking to smoke and thinks I don't know. I have been so sick after my own bout with it and wear myself out making sure he takes all of his medicine and treatments. I'm so tired of fighting to keep him alive. It's been since May they told him he couldn't live more than a few days at the rate he was going. I've made it my all-consuming mission to prevent that. I'm so depressed that I can't get anything done. I went into hypothermia this week from the freeze. It was 38° in my bedroom and 48° in the living room for almost 2 days. Water pipes broke so no water for 2 days. I'm barely starting to recover. I need energy to get my house back in order. It's so bad I want to just burn it to the ground or kill myself. I can't keep struggling on in despair this way.