Hello so I've been spiritually attacked by sanguine vampires for years now. My journey down the occult road has left me absolutely devastated. I've hired a Satanist years ago to evoke the demon Merihim to leave me permanently immune to Jehovah and their worshippers which is why I believe that I'm getting worse. I've had trifes with the empress of hell (Lucifera) - or maybe even that is an illusion I don't really know - it's as if I am chained down into the abyss. Overall my life is absolutely shit. Half of the time reality appears like a dream to me. I'm unsure if this is making sense to anyone. I'm 24. I've tried calling on everything for protection. Bast, Inpu. Archangel Michael. It appears that my prayers aren't working to no avail. As if an energetic shield is placed around me with these demonic sock puppets answering in place of prayers. Sorry if I sound batshit insane. I'd love more grace and mercy in my life. More compassion for others. Less greediness. I think I need an exorcism but idk where to go. I have Church on Sunday so will ask them. Post this public so the outreach can go crazy.