Dear Heavenly Father,
It's been awhile since I last sent a request. I am moved out of my sister's place. I haven't really spoken to her since I left and really my family. I've also been so busy since I moved with my fall class. I have had so many assignments due in a short amount of time. Today I'm sending prayer request for my boyfriend John. He's still fighting the cancer. No treatments lately and he has been going to his follow ups I'm praying he is. He hasn't given much news other than he's going to his appointments and if something is serious he will let me know. Otherwise he continues to work and for now I haven't seen him we are still long distance more bc I had to move right away and found a place with a year lease. Father please forgive me for all my sins. I come to you with all my anxiety...my friend Tess who is in grad school to become a nutritionist in oncology messages me stating what she's studying and how John probably went through it etc in terms of removal of parts of stomach and how John probably was on feeding tube for a little bit. My anxiety went through the roof. I don't know. She understands that John and I are thinking forward and staying positive. But her messages didn't make me feel good. I just told her I continue to keep faith and keep hope alive and praying endlessly for a miracle. Father I give you my anxiety. I trust in you. Father, please continue to lay your healing hands on John and rid of the cancer cells. I pray for more time with my best friend and love of my life. For now until I can move to be with him full time since I'm locked into a lease I will have access to his home that him and his blind brother Mike has and in some ways even I won't be with him all the time unless he's in town I feel in some crazy way we are closer just being at the home he owns. They are trying to fix and clean up the house so he can rent it out. I know John continues to do things to support his blind brother Mike. I know he's been so stressed out and we have had arguments bc I told him I understand he's stressed out but to please to talk to me instead of taking it out on me. I told him I'm here with him. His combat PTSD is still an issue and I understand it by all means isn't easy. I told him I just want life with him and be at peace love and support each other. I pleaded with him to lean on God more as I know he does already. That I want him to stress less as it won't help the cancer. Father, please keep John safe and of good health. He means so much to me. I'm doing what I can to take care of my health though I do need to do better and keeping up with school. Im so sorry it's been a while. We love you Father. Please I pray for a miracle for John's cancer. ❤️ I will continue to pray everyday keep faith and keep hope alive. I believe and trust in you Father. Thank you for all you do and all you will continue to do for John and I. In Jesus' name Amen.