Dear Heavenly Father
So today's prayers are for me and my boyfriend John. First, I finished my final yesterday and I believe I will receive an A- in this class. It's a sigh of relief. My anxiety has gotten worse with my strokes not only with outside things outside of my control like family and Johns Stage 4 Stomach Cancer. Feelings of inadequacy after my strokes and not working and school being challenging. I'm exhausted. After stroke the fatigue at times feel debilitating but I know you know Father I pushing through life and doing my best as exhausted as I feel. I will have to retake my math course I didn't pass and I know that's a journey I will continue to experience in school finishing my degree as I don't function like I used to before my strokes. The next few days I will do a mix of packing purging donating my stuff so I can move end of month. But also I started to research on redoing my resume to see if I can find a remote marketing job full time that gives me medical and dental benefits so I am not struggling financially. In meantime I am grateful my disability renewed as I know it will be a challenge to find a job being out of job market for so long many years and including Covid which is why I'm hoping I can find a remote job with all my health issues. I will continue to look until I can find something. I pray that an employer will give me a chance and understand my situation. Though researching about gap in employment I will say the truth but in a simple way without giving too much information and make employers feel at ease I'm committed hard working with high work ethic. I start fall my first call class in about 2 weeks so thankfully I have some rest time even though job resumes and packing will be top priority. Father please forgive me for all my sins. I trust in you Father I know it won't be easy to find a job but I know you will help me find something that works for me. I also am asking for prayers for my boyfriend John whose busy working and traveling right now. I know he's concerned with all the medical bills and his stage 4 Stomach Cancer his combat PTSD his blind brother Mike. It's overwhelming. I make sure since we will be long distance for a while longer and hoping I can see him soon spend time with him until we can be together everyday though now I'm committed to a year lease so I can give my sister her space and pray she takes care of herself. As I do love her and my family. Father please continue to place your healing hands on John rid of all the cancer cells in his body I ask for a miracle to have his health restored so he can further serve you and I can have more time with my best friend and love of my life. I am wholeheartedly committed to him and do my best to express my love and support for him every day despite the distance it's hard and frustrating as I do tremendously miss him but we both have health issues and doing our best to push through. I have faith you Father will help us to finally be together everyday life. We can't do this with our you we need your love undying grace and support guidance. Thank you for what you have done in our lives and thank you for what you will continue to show us your undying grace love for us. I will continue to pray daily keep faith keep hope alive. We love you in Jesus' name. Amen.