Dear Heavenly Father
I have kept quiet so I don't bother my sister I live with. In meantime I trying to purge and organize my things with hopes I can be with my boyfriend John in coming months. I need lots of prayers we since my sister going off on me and me asking John to talk about plans to be with him with his PTSD he went silent. I know he's overwhelmed. With the cancer he's fighting to his combat PTSD and financials. I do my best to not stress him out. I've been focused on my school work for this class I'm taking which has about 2 more weeks and purging and organizing my things. I pray John reaches back out to me. I let him have his space but also focus on myself while checking in on him. I've had many conversations with the VA and they said it's what I need to do. I know John loves me but he has so much going on. He's my best friend. Father please forgive me for all my sins. Father please continue to place your healing hands on John rid of all the cancer cells in his body. I ask for a miracle you restore John's health so he can further serve you. I will continue to love him check on him. I will continue to pray everyday keep faith keep hope alive. Father we can't do this without your undying grace and love. Thank you for always being our guiding light and embracing us with your love. Thank you for what you will continue to do for us. In Jesus' name. Amen.