Please pray for John in the hospital after a failed surgery to reverse his colostomy yesterday. He had a lot of scar tissue and they worked for 4 hours, during which he went into crisis with low oxygen and excess blood loss. Please pray for his physical recovery and his acceptance of the outcome. Please also pray for my husband George, who I had to rush to the same hospital in the middle of the night with hypertensive crisis and pneumonia. I am shaken, overwhelmed, and riddled with debilitating anxiety that I fear will lead to a complete mental breakdown. I feel it taking me under and I'm scared. I was completely dissociated once about ten years ago for two months, and thought I would never return to reality. I need a lot of strength to deal with all of the family problems, as these are only iceberg tips. Holy Mary, Mother of God give me your strength and fortitude to continue. I am breaking. Lord Jesus, you know fully the depth and details of all our struggles that are unspoken. I want to be like a fortress, strong and able to withstand these adversities, but I'm cracking and quaking. I don't think I can hold it together much longer.