Dear Heavenly Father,
You already know I'm in tears at this moment. I'm trying to hold them back but also get them out now. My boyfriend John Kemp has been fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January 2021. He has now gotten bad news after some of the recent treatments working. He messaged me he feels devastated. I asked him to talk on phone as he lives in TX and I live in CA. Since getting news on my disability I feel I need to be with him as soon as possible. Love on him. Father, please forgive me for all my sins. Father I pray on my knees and ask you continue to lay your healing hands on John and rid of all the cancer cells in his body. Father I'm asking for a miracle. He is my best friend and need more time with him. I'm in tears as I've been praying and always thinking of John. More than ever Im asking for miracle. I know I have to be strong for John
When I speak with him I need to hold it together. Accept what he wants to do going forward but I pray Father a miracle and he keeps fighting. I know he's exhausted. I'm in tears bc more than ever I know we need your help we can't do this without you. We love you. Thank you for always being our guiding light and always being our saving grace. Thank you for what you will continue to do for John and I. I won't give up on praying endlessly and keeping hope alive and keeping faith. In Jesus' name. Amen.