Dear Heavenly Father
I am asking for prayers for my boyfriend John Kemp whose been fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January 2021. He has another round of treatments tomorrow Monday May 9. He got home Friday from travel for consulting work as he's been very stressed out receiving chemo bills from last year that have not worked for him. So he's been taking on consulting jobs plus he still I would imagine knowing how big of a heart John has is still supporting his blind brother Mike financially living off of very little. I know he worries about me but I'm doing everything I can to manage things on my own which is why being approved for my disability again would help tremendously. He's at home in Texas and I am in California. He just messaged me says he has anxiety over tomorrow is why he's not asleep yet. Father, please forgive me for all my sins. Father, please continue to lay your healing hands on John rid of all the cancer cells in his body. Please restore his health so he can further serve you with me. I suppose I have some anxiety and worry about John right now and down on my own knees asking for a miracle. I pray to have more time with my best friend and love of my life. With his military government work his PTSD and now cancer to my own health issues and family issues we honestly have not had any proper time together. I know we discussed once I get word from social security disability no matter the decision then we would make plans to be together. One of the reasons why I'm pursuing finishing my undergraduate degree so I can do my best to eventually help financially and any way I can. Father, thank you sooooo very much for what you have done for John already. From his original oncologists he was working with last year that pretty much gave up on him and said no more can be done and he had a year to live to the UK helping him with the alternative proton treatments to him finding out about over a month ago the treatments are working and have shrunk the 7 tumors considerably. John is so determined to fight through this and keep strong. I'm wholeheartedly here with him fighting with him every step of the way to be his strength when he is not well. Thank you for your continued love undying grace you give to John and I. Thank you for what you will continue to do. We believe. We love you and we can not do this without your undying love and grace. I don't believe this is John's time he still has so much love and service to you Father. Just how you never gave up on me in 2015 during my almost fatal strokes I suffered. We will pray everyday keep faith keep hope alive believe in you Father. I believe the butterfly that paid John a visit during one of his work trips not long ago was a sign from your undying love you give to us. Just how I had some ladybugs that landed on me during the start of my stroke recovery and felt so a lone. I will do anything and everything I can to love and help John fight this through as I feel in my heart our love is not over and won't be for a long time. In Jesus' name. Amen.