Dear Heavenly Father
I ask for continued prayers for my foot pain...it's getting better but not well enough to get back on my feet again. I continue to elevate my foot, ice, heat and off my foot. The pain isn't as bad as a few days ago. In the meantime I check on my boyfriend John Kemp whose fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January 2021. He's in the UK seeking treatments he recently had a treatment not long ago. He was telling me his Dr recommended a whole food plant based diet as well as since his 20+ years in govt/military work for UK and US he has severe PTSD from his many deployments. He's on medication with VA but also his oncologist said the medication he's on with VA isn't good for his stomach which makes sense I'm on some medicines with all my chronic illnesses I have severe anxiety and my therapist has me on some Medications my primary Dr is concerned about raising my blood pressure since I suffered 2 strokes few years ago. John suffers from survivors guilt. He didn't take his medicine from VA a few days this week and he reached out to me says he's depressed. I told him he survived and sacrificed his life for more than 2 decades. Father, I listened to him I asked him to lean on me if he wants to talk I will listen if not I will shower him with so much love I can give from afar until we can be together. He went back in his medication but suffers stomach pain which I know with his Stage 4 Stomach Cancer is not good either. Father, please forgive me for all my sins. Father, please lay your healing hands on John rid of all the cancer cells in his body. Please restore his health as I pray down on my knees for a miracle. I let John know he's a good hearted person he took care of his mother financially til she passed even though she wasn't good to him. He financially takes care of his blind brother Mike. His late father who also did same line of work with govt/military passed from cancer when he John was in his teens and his father asked John to look after his brother Mike and mom so he has. We have similar backgrounds and I don't doubt Father you brought him into my life to love each other. Father, please continue to guide me in my foot pain currently release of my pain soon so I can continue to move forward and be productive and serve you. Father, we can't do this without you. Thank you for always being a constant guiding force in both our lives. Thank you for what you continue to do going forward. Father, I letting go giving it to you to guide me in my life. In Jesus' name. Amen.