Dear Heavenly Father
Thank you everyone for the continuous prayers for my boyfriend John Kemp who is fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January. Father, forgive me for all my sins. Father, I've been having some issues where I live currently please help me have patience. Also with having recent living issues I did ask my middle sister Helen about renting from her for a short time and that didn't go well. Father, the last 6 years has been a constant struggle with my family overall but specifically with my two older sisters and brother in law. Basically, John does not trust them bc they jeopardized his work military/govt and security clearance while I was in ICU 6 years ago from my two strokes. Somehow his number was blocked from my phone as I was in hospital so more than halfway through my stay in ICU he could not get through my phone. And how his job was jeopardized was my brother in law left a nasty voicemail on his work phone which at this time he was deployed and could not just leave to be with me. I originally had a lot of understanding on both sides from family and my boyfriend side. But in my early stroke recovery time my family kept getting angry at me yelling at me when I was trying to understand how I had my stroke and more. I couldn't even speak and cognitively understand well. I then got into 2 physical altercations with my brother in law and decided to move out on my state disability and did my stroke recovery on my own. I have defended my boyfriend as I found the messages that were blocked while I was in ICU and he explained he was deployed. My family refuses go to understand that John didn't do anything wrong from his number being blocked and also being deployed. I never blamed them for the blocked number bc well quite frankly I don't know how that happened but I did say they should have never called John's work and left a nasty voicemail which in turn he ended having issues with work in regards to his security clearance and more. They think he was in the wrong but I have defended him bc I have done my own research talked with ex military/govt workers to the VA to friends that have knowledge in this field and he has no choice but to obey deployment orders and can't say much due to security clearance then his number was blocked. It's been a constant battle. I don't know why my family hates him so much. Since they first met him which they only met in person one or 2 times they judged him etc...even now the last few years I have stood up for myself bc my sisters are I feel wanting to control me tell me to do something but I will not. Father, please help guide me in this constant turmoil I'm feeling with family and John. I do feel John was treated unfairly. Understanding the military/govt and security clearances. Father, also please lay your healing hands on John and rid of all the cancer cells in his body and restore his health so he can serve you. I'm praying for a miracle to have more time with John. Thank you, father for all that you have done for us and continue to do. In Jesus'name. Amen.