Please pray for my sanity. I'm terrified I'm either going to get covid and die or when I get vaccine, that will kill me. I'm not anti-vaccine, I have had horrible reactions to medications that almost killed me in my life time along with other things medically. Having trouble getting a primary doctor because many doctors have stopped taking our extended medicaid plans in Michigan. Feel like I'm losing my mind. Have an insurance card Blue Cross Complete, yet across all category's doctors that were taking it, now not taking it. Obviously it doesn't pay as much as better insurance so our lives are not as important to them. So Please God Jesus, let me find a doctor with some compassion. May you touch the hearts of these office doctors to accept the ins. we have to help us. God knows the front line health workers fight to save your life no matter what kind of ins. you have. I'm afraid to get vaccine. My nerves are shot.