Dear Father in Heaven, it's Tuesday night and I'm doing my best to ease my anxiety. With not being fully vaccinated yet I can't join my local church to have silent prayers (which I enjoy). I ask for continued prayers for my boyfriend John Kemp in TX (I am in CA) he started a new treatment on Monday for his Stage 4 Stomach Cancer diagnosis. He has been silent and asked I be considerate how much messaging I send to him so he can rest while not feeling well. I have and continue to respect his request but I do send him simple messages to let him know how much I love him and here with him. Please lay your healing hands on John Kemp and heal his body of all the cancerous cells destroying his body. I will continue to pray daily and endlessly keeping faith and having hope that John will be free of his cancer. He is my best friend and love him so much. Father, I also ask you ease my anxiety. My anxiety has increased with my recent fight with my middle sister, Helen. You understand the struggle I have dealt with since my 2 strokes in 2015. The tension towards me and my boyfriend with my family have been unbearable at times but I also know I have to keep a distance to take care of myself and my health. My only focus right now is to be there for my boyfriend, John also taking care of myself so I can be there for him. With the anxiety and my health issues I understand I should be eating better and walking more but failing to be successful. I do walk but not enough. I'm sorry for all my sins, Father. Amen.